Going Because She Showed Up...

After the first neighbor lady and I had a "falling out" over something I won't discuss here, I became very distrustful of the neighborhood I live in and the people living there.  Too many punk youth and (could be) gangbangers, the hip-hop youth, and just too much bullshit for me to deal with.

So here's a question...

What do you do when your new next-door neighbor is a 20-something lush??  And 3 years before your neighbor (in the same apartment) was a 40-something lush who almost ruined your life??  How do you learn to trust ANYONE again?  How do you learn to interact with her 5 beers an hour BFFs and attached boy-toy manfriends AND STILL GET SOME SLEEP AT NIGHT???

(Friday afternoon I came homw to a new neighbor and within the first 5 minutes she confesses she just got an OWI and her brother kicked her out the same week...and then THAT NIGHT she has a physical "play-fight" with one of her guy friends that was knocking shit off MY apartment walls...)

ALL I CAN SAY IS "WHAT THE FUCK, MAN?????!!!!!!???????"